080309.FINE!I HATE MYSELF!

todae i woke up.
my hand..
pain.
T^T

ate 2 tablets of dat medi.
still pain.

coz of dat stp test.
do de stp pumping.

wholee dae no mood lers.

den go tution.
after tuition follow my cousin to gurney.
bought cofee bean.
Dark forest n Chocolate chips muffin.

n afterdat i saw..
HELLO KITTY.

OMG OMG OMG.

i wan bought dat limited Kitty stuff.
cosmetic from MAC.




i went tuition again.
he phone mi n ask y my hand pain.
told him.
n i sae i dunwann qo out dy.
reli no mood.
n damn pain.
sowrie.
=[

afterdat i go see how's de new house.
inside nothng geh.
d wall paint halfwayy only.

when i bck home.
i told my grandma i wan buy dat Kitty stuf.
n she scold mi.
"u qo be prostitude de money oso not enuff for u to spent"

FINE.
angry now.

decided not to hear wad she sae anymore.

>I WONT GO TUITION.
TAKE ALL THOSE MONEY N SPENT HAPPILY BETTER.
>I'LL GO WITHDRAW ALL DE MONEY OUT FROM BANK.
N USED ALL OF IT.
>I'LL GO OUT UNTIL NITE.
N WILL ONLY BCK HOME WHEN I WAN.
>I'LL CUT MYSELF AGAIN.
UNTIL MY HAND FULL OF SCAR.

I'LL DO WAD I LIKE.
from NOW ON!

now i say this SERIOUSLY.

NO1 care bout mi anymore.

n this is just wad i can do.

SAY GOODBYE TO THE PREVIOUS ME.
AND HI TO THE NEW E JINQ.

I HATE MYSELF.