Depressed.

I don't know what happened..

I felt that.
You doesn't treat me like last time anymore.

I knew.
many things are different from last time.
They'r not the same anymore.

Did you know.

Since the 1st time i Clicked into ur friendster.
and saw u comment with those pretty girl.

I had no more courage to view ur profile.
Even if i clicked in ur profile.
I wont scroll down there.
I scared i'll saw somethings that disapointed me.

in my heart,
you'r a guy that loved me all the time .
and i want this to be forever in my heart.
even that's not the truth.
I would pretend that i dont know all those things that happened.

I've think aLots.

and i knew.
maybe you'll have the same feeling when you saw my Fs profile.

so.
i decided to Quit Friendster. =]

Like that then i'll never contact with others guy.
I want to be the perfect one in ur heart.
the one without any shortcomings.

U're a caring guy.

but.
did you know.
when u care about other girl.

i'll jealous too.
although i didn't show out my feelings.

I don't know what's my position in your heart.
But u'll always be the 1st in my heart.

I'm really depressed right now.
It's so hard to Love someone.

all I can is to write all here.
Here's the only place to express my feelings..

If one day u'd never love me anymore..
Please tell me.

But..

The only thing I would like to tell you..
I really love you..
Lotss..

As what i've write up there.
i'll quit both of my friendster accounts.
=]
Written on 080509.19:30

jiNq.