260711. Not a good day thou.

As title, today is not really a good day too.
Wasn't really nervous for the nomination things at first.
In case you don't know, today is the nomination day for Boards of Disciplinarians.
stayed back after school and duty in the hall for all the nomination.

I went panicking since last 3rd period, when someone talked bout it.
I am aiming for a post, to be honest, just any post will do.
Thought of getting a not so famous post in Botw, so that i get higher chance to be chosen.

But in the last few minutes, I set up my mind.
Why don't I go for a post which is worth fighting for?

Everything goes well, until the nomination starts.
1st name, 2nd name.. and my name is still not there yet.
I feel like being left out. Like i'm just something to fill up that blank.
but seriously, i'm glad that those seniors nominated me.
thanks really much.

btw i feel that, both F and M is like they don't like me now.
I feel so disappointed in this, which I don't beieve this could make people hate me(i guess).
yes. that's what i mean ..which i hate the most.

feel like being left out.super.

Went to find Sherine just now, talked a little bit with her and Seok Heng @ Roti Bakar kopitiam near Sherine's house.

*Dropped my car key while duty. It's like suddenly i can't find mine.
That is really scary, but thanks Jace for returning it back to me. ;)*

almost cried for few times today.
I guess I need some good rests, really stressed out.

Last word,
Good luck to all.

Bye.

Jinq.